We're Not All the Same

Inu's showing signs of..hunger? Poor little skinny Inu.

 I'm thin in real life..very thin. People think that I don't eat or something. They tell me "you should eat more", and "you're too thin". Who are you? The weight police? I'm happy with my thinness. It's not like I starve myself. I eat, trust me. I just don't really gain weight. Often times I struggle to keep on pounds, and never have I struggled to loose weight.

What I'm saying is, that we're all different. We come in all sorts of shapes, and our workings on the inside are different. Come on people, stop "assuming" things. Should you ask why someone is so thin? Ha, should you ask why someone is heavy-set? It's rude. People should mind their own business. It's okay to wonder in ones head about something such as someones weight, height, or physical disability, but the minute that thought crosses ones lips, they have crossed the line. How is it any of their business? Okay, so maybe one knows better than to say anything, but plenty of people like to stare at others too. I would think that their mothers would have taught them at a very young age that, "it's not polite to stare". Some people act like a little difference is a major disruption in their life. No, it's not that serious. If said people actually had a life, they would realize how trivial a little difference is.

We're not all the same.



Well, that's about it. I should point out that Inu is sporting many goods from Kawaii Fair, and the poses can be found at Pose Fair. ;)

- Inuoko Shikami \o/

Poses:
By: oOo Studio
Indirect - Freebie *Pose Fair*
Parisian - 7 *Pose Fair*

Body:
Skin: **SHINE** Lolita Natural/UltraPale *Kawaii Fair*
Hair: >TRUTH< Gianna Streaked - fairyfloss
Tongue: ...:::SCRUB:::...Onigiri Tongue *Kawaii Fair*
Nails: ABS Sculpt nail heart stick black *Kawaii Fair*
Eyeshadow: .:Acid & Mala:. Black Eyeliner - Asia

Outfit:
Shirt: *Tentacio* Kawaii hooded grey *Mesh, Kawaii Fair*
Pants: Lush Limited- LACED DENIM jeans- ASPHALT *Kawaii Fair*
Glasses: [Splash] - Nerd Glasses black & white *Kawaii Fair*
Headband: Lolapop! Love and Death Headband (Pink/Black) *Kawaii Fair*
Necklace: Lolapop! Pretty Little Cake Necklace (Blue/White) *Kawaii Fair*
Ring: Lush Limited - Domo Kun ring *Kawaii Fair*
Ring: Schadenfreude Waffles Ring *Gatcha*
Bracelet: [DDL] Uprising Bracelet (Black)
Bracelet: [DDL] Uprising Bracelet (White)
Shoes: [Splash] Cocoa Mesh Flats *Kawaii Fair*

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Pose Fair SLURL: [X]
Kawaii Fair SLURL:  [X]

I Smile...

I Smile...because you make me happy. <3

This post is dedicate to anyone who has a special person in their life; a significant other, a close family member, or friend, that can pull a geuiene smile out of you. The kind of smile that radiates light from your heart, and causes your body to glow from the inside out with its warming rays of happiness.

For me, this post goes out to Kyle. Kyle's the best thing in my life. He makes me smile like no one else can. <3



Fashion!!! Lol. I know, quick change of subect..sue me! Anyway, I absolute loveeee this dress by  Paperbag.! It's called "Tied & Dyed", and as you can see from the photo above...it's surely been tied and dyed, haha. It's a cute mini dress, and while you may think from the front "oh, not very revealing...", the back is open, so some nice sun-rays..or fingers...can touch all of your back. ;)

 - Inuoko Shikami \o/


New Buys:
Dress: Paperbag. Tied & Dyed

Old Buys:
Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba - [Cocoa] - 05
Hair: [Shag] - Pussy Galore - bittersweet
Purse: (O&N) Studs Purse (Brown)
Necklace: RYCA - LIA SILVER
Bracelets: Izzie's - Wood Bangles
Nails: Mstyle Long Nails v2 - Brocade *Not Sure If Still For Sale*
Boots: [Gos] Curvaceous Boot - Black

Catching Fail Whales

Ever been out fishing? I have. Well...it's been a long time since i've been...many many many years. Haven't been since I was a kid. Ah, childhood memories. I remember going out on my Grandfather's motorboat, feeling each wave slap against the side of it, causing the boat to quake a little. It was rather amazing for me...To think that the water I used to quench my thirst on a hot day, or to put in the pitcher to make Koolaid, was strong enough to thud against a motorboat! Haha, okay okay...Not mind-boggling now that i'm an adult, but back then? That was really something.

Don't let me forget about the fishing! My Grandfather and/or Grandmother would help me with my small (but real) fishing pole, and cast the line out into the lake from the side of the boat. I'd have on my little life-jacket, in case of any incidents. I would wait, and wait, and wait...and if I was lucky, i'd feel a tug at my line! Wow! I would be filled with astonishment, fear, and a lot of excitement as my grandparents would help me wheel it in. Well, I only caught fail whales though...You know, little small fish that wasn't really anything to eat...But once I did catch something that was big enough to cook and well...I really enjoyed that dinner. To think that I helped catch dinner, lol. Fishing with my Grandparents is something i'll never forget.



See the shorts above? Aren't they cuteeee!? They're pretty new (the newest of the shorts collection) at  H U A X. They have a high waist (sexy, am I right? ;) ), but like with most high-waist items in SL, they can still pass as low-waists. ;)



The shoes? They're called "Zoey", and are new by CHANDELLE, really cutteee! I got quite a few compliments on them, hee hee. They come in a whole rainbow-range of colors, the soles (bottoms) texture change from like to dark, and they come complete with a resize script for easy fitting. Please note that they have just released a shoe called "Zoe", so please don't confuse them when you go to purchase them!!!

- Inuoko Shikami \o/


New Buys:
Shirt - [y] Alternative
Shorts: H U A X. Faded To Glory Denim D.Blue
Shoes: CHANDELLE - Shoe Zoey. nude
Backpack: *Epic* Kawaii Mini Cupcake Jetpack! {Mint}
Crown: .:*December*:. Grop Gift March 2012 St. Patrick's Day Crown *Group Gift, Free to Join*

Old Buys:
Skin: TSG
Makeup: (Ag) Cosmetics- Something Sweet Shadow
Hairbase: Truth Hairbase - smurf
Hair: >TRUTH< Alexis - smurf
:Hebenon Vial: Pitch Piercings [Ink, V.2] *Everything in the store/marketplace is 30L, Closing Sale :'(*
Nails: Mstyle Perfect Hand - Long
Ring: ohmarie mesh heartring
Stockings: Fashion Victim - cute legging heart socks

If Only...

 *Photo has been manipuated 

If only...life were a fairytale.

 He wants to elope. I want to say yes, I really do.

If only...life were a fairytale.

He is my "Mr. Right". There's no confusion about that, it's just all too soon...

Until the time is right, try to be content.

What is a sheet of paper, anyway? I am already yours in every way that really counts.

Just...wait for me. And while you wait for me, i'll be by your side. <3



- Inuoko Shikami \o/

Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba
Shirt: *T.Whore*-  Bang Top Glamour i <3 Dick
Pants: [NV] JEANS MESH -Used wash grey *Mesh*
Eyes: *L.inc* EyeZ Blind
Waist Piercing: - .HoD. - Thrust
Ring: Anthem. Kross ring *Old GSP*
Bracelet: KOSH- IRON HEART BRACELET *Free, Seraphim*
Shoes: N-core ULTRAPLATFORM "Noir Intense"
Ring: Schadenfreude Dark Chocolate Bonbon Topped Heart Ring *Gatcha, Festival of Sin*
Ring: Schadenfreude Tekka Maki Sushi Ring *Gatcha, Festival of Sin*
Tongue: [DIAMOND] piercing tongue #1 *Cheap, CLOSING SOON*
Hair: [kik] hair-Susanna I
Collarbone Piercing: [ni.Ju] Broken Hearted Piercing
Nose Piercing: [ni.Ju] Celtizine Piercing . fire (nose)
Nails: [VIRTUAL/INSANITY] QUERIDA VALENTINA *Free, Seraphim*

Emotions Worn on my Face

Ohai!

Let's get down to business. If you remember my last entry, you know that a company in real life threatened to sue me. Yeah. I called them up and we figured out what had happened. Because the first payment was sent with the papers I had to sign, they assumed that the payment was just to deduct from the bill instead of the actual payment for the month. Er...Okay, so I sent in the signed papers + money, during the last week of December, and the first payment was due the first week of January. The amount I sent in was the exact amount I had to pay for January. Sooo instead of thinking that amount I sent in with the papers was for January, they figured it was just to knock a few bucks off the total ahead of time. *facepalm* Really? So after I explained what THEY did wrong, all was forgiven. That didn't get rid of my fuzzy-headedness that the anxiety of the entire thing caused me. Ugh!

As for Second Life, I don't have much to report drama-wise, haha. I went to "The Festival of Sins" with my SL sissy Lilitiger (her blog is linked on the sidebar), so expect to see a few items here and there blogged.



Today i'm wearing this FREE skirt from Elymode at the event. I've been curious about this skirt ever since I saw it on the Marketplace, but didn't get around to trying a demo. I. LOVE. IT! This skirt is just what Inuoko needs. As you've probably noticed, Inuoko's small but wide in the hip. With that being said, full mesh skirts would be difficult for her unique frame. Inuoko was getting tired of those ugly prim skirt parts, and this uses mesh! Woot! So, Inu's fat tush fits and keeps its shape, while giving her a skirt that flexes in the front like..a skirt. They're short, cute, so many colors and set at an affordable price, wow! Wait..now I sound like i'm a sponsor for their store..Nope! Just sharing what I love about this skirt, haha.

Also, i'd like to mention my facial piercing. I got it from HOD on sale a while back. It's much too "daring" for Inuoko most of the time, buuut you all know Inuoko is very open to try different looks. ;)

Oh, and I just want to point out to a certain person that I didn't plan on being a Neko for two entries, lol. So, said person should enjoy my Neko-ness while it lasts...Kyle. :P <3

Bye bye for now,

- Inuoko Shikami \o/

Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba - [Cocoa]
Top: *BOOM* sports bra
Skirt: *elymode* Ava 2-tone skirt - red / black *Partial mesh* [Free: Festival of Sin]
Under-eye Makeup: *elymode* makeup - Gluttony shadows - dark chocolate (lower)[Free: Festival of Sin]
Tattoo: :Hebenon Vial: Death of Baroque
Face Chain Piercing: - .HoD. - Chained - Razor
Stomach Piercing: - .HoD. - Thrust v2 - Razor w/ shadows
Necklace/Ring Set: .:: Delusions ::. Cross Bones Necklace/Ring
Collarbone Piercing: .Pekka. Crushie Piercing
Collar/Choker:  :)(: Spinal Collar RLV BLACK
Shoes: :)(: Spinal Pumps Black
Hair: ::Exile:: Famous for Nothing - Dark Browns
Bracelets: >M<_Archan's Chess Line
Nails: [VIRTUAL/INSANITY] KITTY GALORE Sharp Claws

My Sissy Tucks Me In

*I made her boobies larger, shhh....<3

Ohai! I've been greeting people with "ohai" lately. I stopped for a while but I dunno..I hate just saying "hello". So..boring. Ohai isn't original, but I find it less boring. Hey, it's a personal thing. *shrug*

 As I type this, the rain is pitter-pattering outside my window..quite relaxing from the day I had. Yes, this is an update from my life..ugh. I recently got my hair relaxed (for ladies and hair-savvy men, you know that a perm waves/curls your hair, and a relaxer straightens it). It's been my ritual for years. Sit down in a chair and be not only bored, but in pain for three to four hours. Yes, hours. I wanted to blog last night, but after that? Pfft! Well, my hair still needs a flat iron ran through it, but otherwise? Pretty straight..considering.

More rl...There's a bill I must pay monthly. I am quite displeased with the business at the moment.  I paid on time, they say I didn't pay at all and that if I don't pay the full amount right now they will sue me! \o/ Oh gee, lucky lucky me. Funny how I "didn't pay them" when they MAILED ME A RECEIPT. Like..wow. They mail me proof that I paid, then say I didn't pay? How stupid can you get? I figured out what THEY did wrong. They put the wrong date on it, and screwed it up in their system. *rolls eyes*



Anywayyy~ "My Sissy Tucks Me In" lol...I introduced my SL sissy Lilitiger like..two entries ago? It's in "New Beginnings". Anyway, she decided to join me for a little frisky photo-op. Her outfit info will shortly be posted on her blog, here [X].

 Lilitiger is the best sissy a girl could ask for! She's my best friend in SL. We hang out, we cuddle, we go shopping, she watches me work at clubs..I can go on and on. She's a great person to have in your corner when you're happy or feeling blue. On top of that, she can be a frisky tiger *giggle* Gotta love KOing your boyfriend (Kyle) with dirty comments exchanged between two girls. ;) Lilitiger is irreplaceable in my life. <3



That's all for now~

- Inuoko \o/

Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba - [Cocoa] - 02
Bodysuit: Deetalez - black lace panty girdle
Black arm "fur": [ni.Ju] claw gloves
Whiskers: *Cobrahive* Whiskers (black) (From their bunny set)
Collarbone/Torso Piercing: .Pekka. Crushie Piercing
Hair: ::Exile:: Girls of Summer:Swiss
Cat Collar: K_gs KittyChoker/Bell
Tail: {Lemon Tea} Neko Tail - Black
Shoes: N-core ULTRAPLATFORM "Noir Intense"
Necklace: [ glow ] Necklace Amelie pearl (spine)
Fangs: [ni.Ju] Fangs (free)
Nails: [VIRTUAL/INSANITY] KITTY GALORE Sharp Claws

Not So Trapped

Hello~ An update from my last post [X]~

In my last post, I managed to troll Kyle for a second. I said that we broke up, then later said I was joking. I'm evil, am I not? Ha, not to worry; he's used to my antics. I'm quite the humorous person, and well..theres a thin line between humorous and cruel. I feel no remorse for the trolling, buuuut I want to be certain that he knows how much I love him. Hell, one of the reasons why I do love him is because he can take a joke...to say he didn't react to my trolling would be a severe understatement, but I think most people would be very angry at such a joke. I suppose I was only able to make it because I love him and I know him; he would bounce back from such a joke coming from me. I know that I am his world, and I can easily say this with confidence, as a fact.

He sometimes says that he wishes i'd depend on him more. You see guys, i'm usually pretty independent. As a little girl I ended up spending most of my time playing by myself. When I had  someone to play with, it would be a boy; either my brother or his best friend. There were no girls for me to play with around my age where I lived. I grew up depending on myself where I could.



Kyle, baby? Some issues  i'm just gonna be independent with. I want you to know that one thing i'll always depend on you for is your love. I'll always need it, i'll always crave it, and only YOU can give it to me. I don't want any other man's love but yours. I would not be able function without your love, so I wouldn't be able to be independent without it. I am your world, but you are mine too. The tears in my eyes as I type this is proof that what I type here is true; you mean everything to me...remember that.



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On a side note, I would like to thank Rhea Vintner for her giving me the idea of the location to take these pics by her posting an amazing photo of the place on Flickr. You can see the image that inspired me to take the pics, as well as a link to the SLURL of the location here [X].

- Inuoko Shikami <3



Jeans: *L.inc* Tyra Lowrise Jeans Washed Black
Shoes: drd  lazyheel black
Top: *BOOM* Bodacious -Asphalt
Gloves: Izzie's - Leather Gloves black
Face bruise: DRDbruise1
Tattoo: Hebenon Vial: The girl with the Dragon Tattoos
Belt: !Admiral Spicy! Studds Belt
Chest piercing: .Pekka. Crushie Piercing
Hair: ::Exile:: Riot Girl:Maraschino
EarringsL Indy&Co.: Seven Earrings: Burned Silver R (bright)
Skull Necklace: KOSH- BAEL NECKLACE -chest- female
Nails: Mstyle Perfect Hand - Long v1.2
Dove Necklace: [ glow ] studio - Dove Necklace Black
Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba - [Cocoa] - 05

When Time Stands Still

Hello everyone, it's been quite the while~


When Time Stands Still 

If the water froze over, the life of fish would freeze with it;
fish are frozen mid-swim, and time would stand still for them.

If the skies froze over, the life of  birds would freeze with it;
birds are frozen mid-flap, and time would stand still for them.

If electronic devices froze over, the life of humans would freeze with it;
humans are frozen mid-everything, and time would stand still for them.

Why is it that something as simple as a widespread electronic failure
enough to bring down "God's most advanced creatures"? 


What if time did stand still? What would you want to be doing? With someone, or alone? No, this isn't meant to be a 2012  Apocalypse  scare, but if you believe that some widespread event caused the dinosaurs to become extinct, then whats stopping history from repeating itself, or a new disaster. Even if you believe that the dinosaurs died because of a change in oxygen levels...what if oxygen levels dropped further? With less oxygen and all of the  pollution  we have created, a significant drop in oxygen levels would quickly cause us to perish. And frankly? I wouldn't panic too much; we've had enough Apocalypse scares and personal near-death experiences where I would be quite comfortable snuggling up to Kyle as the world ends. That's the way to go for me. I'm sure he would hug me tight, kissing all over my head and face while telling me how much he loves me and to make sure my soul doesn't get lost from his as we cross over into the next life to make sure we spend eternity together.


[Paintshopped Photo]

*Noms a Scooby Snack graham cracker* <3

Tra la la lala!

Lol, lets add a video of two siblings using their mouths:



There we go! I soooo love Aaron (the guy in the vid) \o/. Dubstep with your mouth = epic. Check out some of his vids. :)



Lastly, I wanted to talk a little about the Sim Inuoko and Kyle visited..isn't it simply lovely? \o/
I coulddddd give you a direct SLURL, buttttt...I wont. :) I'm going to give you a link to the Flickr page in which I found it instead, to give the person whom I discovered it from a bit of credit too. I don't like being a credit hog, so just check out this Flickr page and you'll see an SLURL to the place in the description section: [Click Me \o/].



 Well, I think it's time to close thing lengthy entry... :) See you next time!

Bye everyone!
- Inuoko Shikami \o/

 Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba [Cocoa] (DB) Christmas Gift 2011
Hair: >TRUTH< Gabriel - bubblegum
Top: *L.inc* Loose Tanktop Cutieh 1
Shorts: Lace Shorts ~ dots 1
Makeup: [ni.Ju] Cat Scratch . baby pink
Face Stars: [ni.Ju] Face Stars . rainbow (mouth) *Gatcha*
Bunny Parts: *Cobrahive* Bunny (black)
Nails: Mstyle Perfect Hand - Long v1.2
Shoes: N-core ULTRAPLATFORM "Noir Intense"

Dear Person I Love (Part 1)

Hello Everyone!

I'm going to refrain from too much blabbing for this post, because it will actually have...well, let's not jump too far ahead, haha.



Another picture with a kitty, haha. Gotta love KittyCatS. Don't worry! My claws are not harming it!!! Haha. His name is French Fry, hee hee.

Okay moving on!

I decided to start a mini-series of posts, yay! These posts will be paragraphs of a letter for Kyle. :) One of my best online friends showed me a letter he wrote (typed really) for a girl he has loved for quite some time. Sure, his is about unrequited love, but that doesn't mean I can put my on take on it. Sooo, that's what i'm going to do!

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Dear Person I Love,

Allow me to start off by saying that I love you. You know that I love you. We spend so much time together, how could I not? We hang out just about every day; we play Second Life, watch anime and television, play console games, go out places, and much much more. You're my best friend you know. I hate going places without you with me. I spend the time thinking of you; I wonder if you're okay, and I wonder if you miss me as much as I miss you. Even an hour of time away from you is too much for me. Even as I write this, I miss you.

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Well, there's part one. :P Part two will follow shortly I hope.

Bye for now :)

-Inuoko Shikami \o/


Skin: Laq - Imani2 - 06 [Cocoa] Glow Skin (hairbase)
Shape: Own Custom Shape (Short Version)
Horns: Watercolor - Susu's Succubus horns *modded*
Hair: Exile Lake/mink *CLEARENCE SALE, HURRY!*
Tongue: [ni.Ju] Vampire Tongue
Earrings: Indyra Originals-Indy&Co: Seven Earrings: Burned Silver
Choker: [VIRTUAL/INSANITY] HEAVY CROSS Choker - Girl
Corset: *L.inc* Lust Corset Black
Shirt: ~ By Eve ~ Laced Cropped Hoodie - Black
Pants: [W] P.W. Hunter Pants *Old Perfect Wardrobe*
Claws: [ni.Ju] Claws
Rings: [VIRTUAL/INSANITY] HEAVY CROSS Hand Jewelry v2 (Left)
Rings: Anthem. Kross ring *Old Grunge Soul Project*
Shoes: :)(: Devil 's High heels - Black