If Only...

 *Photo has been manipuated 

If only...life were a fairytale.

 He wants to elope. I want to say yes, I really do.

If only...life were a fairytale.

He is my "Mr. Right". There's no confusion about that, it's just all too soon...

Until the time is right, try to be content.

What is a sheet of paper, anyway? I am already yours in every way that really counts.

Just...wait for me. And while you wait for me, i'll be by your side. <3



- Inuoko Shikami \o/

Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba
Shirt: *T.Whore*-  Bang Top Glamour i <3 Dick
Pants: [NV] JEANS MESH -Used wash grey *Mesh*
Eyes: *L.inc* EyeZ Blind
Waist Piercing: - .HoD. - Thrust
Ring: Anthem. Kross ring *Old GSP*
Bracelet: KOSH- IRON HEART BRACELET *Free, Seraphim*
Shoes: N-core ULTRAPLATFORM "Noir Intense"
Ring: Schadenfreude Dark Chocolate Bonbon Topped Heart Ring *Gatcha, Festival of Sin*
Ring: Schadenfreude Tekka Maki Sushi Ring *Gatcha, Festival of Sin*
Tongue: [DIAMOND] piercing tongue #1 *Cheap, CLOSING SOON*
Hair: [kik] hair-Susanna I
Collarbone Piercing: [ni.Ju] Broken Hearted Piercing
Nose Piercing: [ni.Ju] Celtizine Piercing . fire (nose)
Nails: [VIRTUAL/INSANITY] QUERIDA VALENTINA *Free, Seraphim*

Don't Pay Attention to my Skin

Helloz!

Monday, bleh! Haha. Well, Inuoko's still a Neko as you can see. Probably the last Neko entry for a little while. I figured i'd wear some pink mesh hair to end this little Neko mini-series, seeing as Kyle said he missed me having pink hair, lol.



 On to something more serious...If you haven't noticed the sign above at The Dressing Room, you should go take a look for yourself. Upon my usual trip to The Dressing Room for goodies, Kyle and I saw that sign. As you know, we're African American in real life and usualllyyy Second Life as well. I was struck with confusion; I wondered who the event guest was that would do such a thing!

 I asked my good friend Google to help me figure out what happened. The SL blog, "The Rumor" had this to say about it:

End Racism


It Girls has been removed for this cycle’s guest for racial slurls. The Dressing Room does not support Racism and neither does The Rumor.


You shouldn’t support Racism either, no one should be judged on their skin, race, ethnicity, religion, sex, or sexual orientation. Do the right thing and end Racism now! 

The company "ItGirls" is a skin store. From what I gather, the owner of the store (Annie Jolifaunt) has been surrounded by drama lately. She claims that she personally had nothing to do with it, though some people seem to think otherwise. I don't know if it was her personally or not so i'm not here to point fingers, but you're free to judge for yourself.

[Click here for the Rumor's post, and comments about the situation. X]


[Click here for Annie Jolifaunt's Response. X]

I don't know what really happened, but it saddens me greatly that it happened at all. Those who did make racial comments only showed their ignorance. They have offended many, shamed themselves and their friends, and have greatly shamed our virtual world. How does the color of one's skin give anyone the right to put down someone else's race? We're all human, we're all made up of the same guts. Racism? Pfft! What century are we in people? Come on.

Coincidently, I wanted to wear this Valentines Day skin from Pink Fuel today. It was only 99L. It only comes in one skin tone but it didn't bother me. I didn't expect to talk about racism but well, sometimes outfits and journal entries do go together well without being planned I suppose.



Here's a quick photo of my daughter Kelly and I. I remember what she told me during our trial adoption. She said that she was so eager to get to know me, she hadn't realized the color of my skin until her friend pointed it out, haha. We're usually two different races, but that doesn't bother us any. I love her very much. <3

And yes...I know what kind of chair Kelly and I are sitting on...LOL.

- Inuoko Shikami \o/

 Skin: [Pink Fuel] Alyx <Honey>  - Candy Hearts (dkbrow) *Valentines Day Special 99L*
Dress/Stockings: Zenith Fasion - Paper(Cream) *The Fashion Garret, Under 100L*
Nails: * RezIpsa Loc * ~ Watermelon Nails, Full *Gatcha*
Neck Tattoo: .:: Delusions ::. A Beautiful Mess *Group Gift, Free to Join*
Panties: * RezIpsa Loc * ~ Heart Undies, Cherry *Gatcha*
Anime (Oval) Blush: - DAMNED - AnimeBlush 1
Eyeshadow: (Ag) Cosmetics- Something Sweet Shadow
Winged Heart Pet - *Sanu Chibi-Heart Pet (Chocolate) *Gatcha*
Collarbone Piercing: .Pekka. Crushie Piercing
Collar/Choker: :)(: Spinal Collar RLV BLACK
Shoes - Dark Midday Designs: Black Lace Embraced Pumps White Ribbon
Necklace: CONCRETE FLOWERS- CELTIC HEART NECKLACE *Seraphim*
Bracelet: KOSH- IRON HEART BRACELET *Seraphim*
Hair: Magika [Hair] Capture *New*
Ring: Schadenfreude Dark Chocolate Bonbon Topped Heart Ring *Festival of Sins*
Ring: Schadenfreude Waffles Ring *Festival of Sins*
Cuff: W&B Simple Polished Cuff TEXTURE CHANGE

Emotions Worn on my Face

Ohai!

Let's get down to business. If you remember my last entry, you know that a company in real life threatened to sue me. Yeah. I called them up and we figured out what had happened. Because the first payment was sent with the papers I had to sign, they assumed that the payment was just to deduct from the bill instead of the actual payment for the month. Er...Okay, so I sent in the signed papers + money, during the last week of December, and the first payment was due the first week of January. The amount I sent in was the exact amount I had to pay for January. Sooo instead of thinking that amount I sent in with the papers was for January, they figured it was just to knock a few bucks off the total ahead of time. *facepalm* Really? So after I explained what THEY did wrong, all was forgiven. That didn't get rid of my fuzzy-headedness that the anxiety of the entire thing caused me. Ugh!

As for Second Life, I don't have much to report drama-wise, haha. I went to "The Festival of Sins" with my SL sissy Lilitiger (her blog is linked on the sidebar), so expect to see a few items here and there blogged.



Today i'm wearing this FREE skirt from Elymode at the event. I've been curious about this skirt ever since I saw it on the Marketplace, but didn't get around to trying a demo. I. LOVE. IT! This skirt is just what Inuoko needs. As you've probably noticed, Inuoko's small but wide in the hip. With that being said, full mesh skirts would be difficult for her unique frame. Inuoko was getting tired of those ugly prim skirt parts, and this uses mesh! Woot! So, Inu's fat tush fits and keeps its shape, while giving her a skirt that flexes in the front like..a skirt. They're short, cute, so many colors and set at an affordable price, wow! Wait..now I sound like i'm a sponsor for their store..Nope! Just sharing what I love about this skirt, haha.

Also, i'd like to mention my facial piercing. I got it from HOD on sale a while back. It's much too "daring" for Inuoko most of the time, buuut you all know Inuoko is very open to try different looks. ;)

Oh, and I just want to point out to a certain person that I didn't plan on being a Neko for two entries, lol. So, said person should enjoy my Neko-ness while it lasts...Kyle. :P <3

Bye bye for now,

- Inuoko Shikami \o/

Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba - [Cocoa]
Top: *BOOM* sports bra
Skirt: *elymode* Ava 2-tone skirt - red / black *Partial mesh* [Free: Festival of Sin]
Under-eye Makeup: *elymode* makeup - Gluttony shadows - dark chocolate (lower)[Free: Festival of Sin]
Tattoo: :Hebenon Vial: Death of Baroque
Face Chain Piercing: - .HoD. - Chained - Razor
Stomach Piercing: - .HoD. - Thrust v2 - Razor w/ shadows
Necklace/Ring Set: .:: Delusions ::. Cross Bones Necklace/Ring
Collarbone Piercing: .Pekka. Crushie Piercing
Collar/Choker:  :)(: Spinal Collar RLV BLACK
Shoes: :)(: Spinal Pumps Black
Hair: ::Exile:: Famous for Nothing - Dark Browns
Bracelets: >M<_Archan's Chess Line
Nails: [VIRTUAL/INSANITY] KITTY GALORE Sharp Claws

My Sissy Tucks Me In

*I made her boobies larger, shhh....<3

Ohai! I've been greeting people with "ohai" lately. I stopped for a while but I dunno..I hate just saying "hello". So..boring. Ohai isn't original, but I find it less boring. Hey, it's a personal thing. *shrug*

 As I type this, the rain is pitter-pattering outside my window..quite relaxing from the day I had. Yes, this is an update from my life..ugh. I recently got my hair relaxed (for ladies and hair-savvy men, you know that a perm waves/curls your hair, and a relaxer straightens it). It's been my ritual for years. Sit down in a chair and be not only bored, but in pain for three to four hours. Yes, hours. I wanted to blog last night, but after that? Pfft! Well, my hair still needs a flat iron ran through it, but otherwise? Pretty straight..considering.

More rl...There's a bill I must pay monthly. I am quite displeased with the business at the moment.  I paid on time, they say I didn't pay at all and that if I don't pay the full amount right now they will sue me! \o/ Oh gee, lucky lucky me. Funny how I "didn't pay them" when they MAILED ME A RECEIPT. Like..wow. They mail me proof that I paid, then say I didn't pay? How stupid can you get? I figured out what THEY did wrong. They put the wrong date on it, and screwed it up in their system. *rolls eyes*



Anywayyy~ "My Sissy Tucks Me In" lol...I introduced my SL sissy Lilitiger like..two entries ago? It's in "New Beginnings". Anyway, she decided to join me for a little frisky photo-op. Her outfit info will shortly be posted on her blog, here [X].

 Lilitiger is the best sissy a girl could ask for! She's my best friend in SL. We hang out, we cuddle, we go shopping, she watches me work at clubs..I can go on and on. She's a great person to have in your corner when you're happy or feeling blue. On top of that, she can be a frisky tiger *giggle* Gotta love KOing your boyfriend (Kyle) with dirty comments exchanged between two girls. ;) Lilitiger is irreplaceable in my life. <3



That's all for now~

- Inuoko \o/

Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba - [Cocoa] - 02
Bodysuit: Deetalez - black lace panty girdle
Black arm "fur": [ni.Ju] claw gloves
Whiskers: *Cobrahive* Whiskers (black) (From their bunny set)
Collarbone/Torso Piercing: .Pekka. Crushie Piercing
Hair: ::Exile:: Girls of Summer:Swiss
Cat Collar: K_gs KittyChoker/Bell
Tail: {Lemon Tea} Neko Tail - Black
Shoes: N-core ULTRAPLATFORM "Noir Intense"
Necklace: [ glow ] Necklace Amelie pearl (spine)
Fangs: [ni.Ju] Fangs (free)
Nails: [VIRTUAL/INSANITY] KITTY GALORE Sharp Claws

Not So Trapped

Hello~ An update from my last post [X]~

In my last post, I managed to troll Kyle for a second. I said that we broke up, then later said I was joking. I'm evil, am I not? Ha, not to worry; he's used to my antics. I'm quite the humorous person, and well..theres a thin line between humorous and cruel. I feel no remorse for the trolling, buuuut I want to be certain that he knows how much I love him. Hell, one of the reasons why I do love him is because he can take a joke...to say he didn't react to my trolling would be a severe understatement, but I think most people would be very angry at such a joke. I suppose I was only able to make it because I love him and I know him; he would bounce back from such a joke coming from me. I know that I am his world, and I can easily say this with confidence, as a fact.

He sometimes says that he wishes i'd depend on him more. You see guys, i'm usually pretty independent. As a little girl I ended up spending most of my time playing by myself. When I had  someone to play with, it would be a boy; either my brother or his best friend. There were no girls for me to play with around my age where I lived. I grew up depending on myself where I could.



Kyle, baby? Some issues  i'm just gonna be independent with. I want you to know that one thing i'll always depend on you for is your love. I'll always need it, i'll always crave it, and only YOU can give it to me. I don't want any other man's love but yours. I would not be able function without your love, so I wouldn't be able to be independent without it. I am your world, but you are mine too. The tears in my eyes as I type this is proof that what I type here is true; you mean everything to me...remember that.



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On a side note, I would like to thank Rhea Vintner for her giving me the idea of the location to take these pics by her posting an amazing photo of the place on Flickr. You can see the image that inspired me to take the pics, as well as a link to the SLURL of the location here [X].

- Inuoko Shikami <3



Jeans: *L.inc* Tyra Lowrise Jeans Washed Black
Shoes: drd  lazyheel black
Top: *BOOM* Bodacious -Asphalt
Gloves: Izzie's - Leather Gloves black
Face bruise: DRDbruise1
Tattoo: Hebenon Vial: The girl with the Dragon Tattoos
Belt: !Admiral Spicy! Studds Belt
Chest piercing: .Pekka. Crushie Piercing
Hair: ::Exile:: Riot Girl:Maraschino
EarringsL Indy&Co.: Seven Earrings: Burned Silver R (bright)
Skull Necklace: KOSH- BAEL NECKLACE -chest- female
Nails: Mstyle Perfect Hand - Long v1.2
Dove Necklace: [ glow ] studio - Dove Necklace Black
Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba - [Cocoa] - 05

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New Beginnings

 Hello! I'm back..finally.

I have soooo many photos and...wow...Okay! *takes a breather*

I've been away....and you all must hate me!!! But with good reasons. Due to MAJOR  unforeseen  changes in both my rl and sl, I just didint know where blogging fit in. Time management is a BIG deal for me, and I just couldnt find blog time. Rl...financial issues...SL...time issues. A lot of stress, a ton of headache. It's not even over yet, why am I blogging again? Because I MISSED YOU ALL. That's why i'm back. Also...



See the sexy girly on the left? That's my sl sissy, Liliandra Baxter. Lilitiger (as I sometimes call her) is a wonderful girl. Which one of us is the oldest SL-wise? I don't know, we can't figure it out. Sure she's been in sl a tiny bit longer than I have, but personality wise of our avatars...hmm...Anyway, she's a real doll. I love her so much! And she seems to want me to blog still, so for her sake, I had to hurry up and come back to you all even sooner than I had planned. Why does she care so much about my blogging? Well, she's a fashionista herself, and decided to blog sometime after seeing this blog. She seemed hesitant at first, but wow you should see her now! She's one of my best friends in sl. Expect to see a few entries of us blogging together in the future.

[A link to Liliandra Baxter's Blog X ]

So now you're wondering, where's Kyle in all this? I have to  regrettably  say that we broke up recently, so you will no longer see him in my entries.



 Oh...except for there. Lol! Fooled you!!! We're still together guys, don't worry. Currently i'm a little upset with him, but nothing to worry about; things happen. I've been a bit..lonely lately is all. Though I know, most of that is my fault. I love you Kyle, never forget. I can be  stubborn , but I love you <3. I've been so busy working towards an SL change...our time in-world has been harsh.

Whoopsie? Did I say.."a change"?



Have you heard about GLITZ? Katey Coppola, creator of Glitterati poses and more, is opening up a club. So what does this have to do with me? Well, you may have liked photos of me working in *giggle* B.E.D (Bodies Enjoy Dance), but I am now the Entertainment manager for GLITZ. I hope to see you all there when it opens on March 1. ;) Also, i'm still looking for djs so contact me in world at Inuoko Shikami :)

Speaking of contacting with me, please feel free to add me on facebook here X .

Now, you've probably spent this entire post wondering about the little panda girl in the first photo. "Did she forget to mention it? How is it related to anything?"



Well, she has a lot to do with many things. Please meet Kelly. She, much like Kyle, will be forced to invade this blog..by me..haha. I think i'll call it "photo  entrapment ", because there is no escaping my fashionista life if you're around me. Kelly is the darling little girl Kyle and I adopted a little while ago from an adoption agency. I'd say which, but it seems to be gone now *shrug*. Anyway! She is my pride and joy. She's cute,  incredibly  smart, and I love her sooo much!

Well, this post is far too long so let me end it, haha. I just wanna say that I missed you all, and it's good to be back!

PS: Using mesh now, yay \o/! And I got new skins! Laq's Ebba \o/

Goodbye for now!

- Inuoko Shikami \o/


Boots: TEN"10 Megas boots Alpha *mesh*
Makeup: [ni.Ju] Cat Scratch Fever . pink
Hair: /Wasabi Pills/ Cherilyn Mesh Hair - Black coffee *Mesh*[Zombie Popcorn]
Dress: Aura - Balloon Dress - Gacha -  M   - - Love Pink *Mesh*
Mstyle Long Nails v2 - Brocade *No longer sold as far as I know*
Bracelet: W&B Simple Polished Cuff TEXTURE CHANGE (L Forearm)
Hairbow: [ni.Ju] Hairbow - oversized ver . pink
Skin: LAQ ~ Ebba - [Cocoa] - 04

Think i'm not coming back?

I know, i've randomly disappeared. Oh wait..that's my life in a nutshell. lol.

 I'm gonna keep this short and sweet:

Due to rl  financial  issues, this blog has been forced to come to a  halt. I've been thinking about when to blog again and well...I've figured out that I should be back soon..A week or two. See you then~

- Inu \o/